Purpose

昨天從Philly回來後覺得沮喪跟失落

覺得迷失了自我

不想工作    也沒有工作的熱誠

只想遠離辦公室不斷的旅行

晚上又夢到以前上班時一些不好的回憶

早上醒來時

問自己

為什麼有些人可以對自己的工作充滿熱誠

談到工作就口沫橫飛

仔細想想

自己好像忘記當初來這個城市的目的

也忘了當初進這個公司的目的

也許自己的目的跟公司內部的目標不太一樣

但就如Reshma說的: you'll get something.

也如IMC新生訓練時某教授說的: you'll get more than you could imagine.

Therefore, I have to keep my purposes in mind.

What's my purpose of giving up being with those beloveds and living alone in the foreign country.

What's my purpose of working in this company after the painful struggle.

What do I expect to get and learn and how do I see myself in the future.

I've had those answers already. Just have to keep them in mind that I won't get lost again.

Avenue Q裡面的Princeton也在尋找他自己的purpose.

願大家都可以找到自己的purposes & passion of life.

Purpose

Princeton:
Purpose.
It's that little flame that lights a fire under your ass.
Ha!
Purpose.
It keeps you going strong like a car with a full tank of gas.

Everyone else has a purpose,
So what's mine?

Oh look.
Here's a penny.
It's from the year I was born.
It's a sign!
Ha! Ba ba ba ba doo doo doo doo doo.

I don't know how I know, but I'm gonna find my purpose.
I don't know where I'm gonna look, but I'm gonna find my purpose.

Gotta find out.
Don't wanna wait.
Got to make sure that my life will be great.
Gotta find my purpose.
Before it's too late.

Ensemble:
He's gonna find his purpose.
Princeton:
Whoa ooh oh.
Princeton and Ensemble:
I'm [He's] gonna find my [his] purpose.
Ensemble:
He's gonna find his purpose.

Princeton:
Yeaaah yeah yea.

Princeton and Ensemble:
I'm [He's] gonna find my [his] purpose.

Princeton:
Could be far.
Could be near.
Could take a week
A month
A year
At a job.
Or smoking grass.
Ha!
Maybe at a pottery class.
Could it be?
Yes it could.
Something's coming.
Something good.

I'm gonna find my purpose.
Yeah.

Ensemble:
You're gonna find your purpose.
Princeton:
Whoa ooh oh.
I'm gonna find it!

What will it be? Where will it be?
My purpose in life is a mystery.
Gotta find my purpose.
Gotta find me.

Ensemble:
You're gonna find your purpose.
Princeton:
Whoa ooh oh.
I'm gonna find my purpose.
Ensemble:
Your're gonna find your purpose.
Princeton:
Pur- pur- purpose
Yeah yeah.
I gotta find me!

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